My dear auntie Joan died today. My dad's sister.  Why am I announcing this? Well, I don't want her to be just another number, another Covid death. She was the sweetest, kindest woman and I have good thoughts and memories of her. I guess that is the most important thing. We will all die but there is nothing really except love, warmth and a feeling that this is not it. A feeling that perhaps transcends what we perceive as human. That there is something more profound going on but none of us, even the most spiritual and religious can put their finger on or explain.